31st August 2023

i have finished the race.

but have i kept the faith? like St. Stephen, maybe i am left with no arsenal to bring out anymore and i truly do not know what to do in order to win.

but in my final breath of this StoopidLife, i really have to refrain from holding my hands in the air and Just Admitting I'm JustAh Stoopid Visayan. i actually just want this na lang....

magiging artista kaya ako. sige na. lalabas na lang sa....films. ganon na lang ha. internet vlogger na lang kaya.

ganyan ganyan na nga lang.

am, talo na ako. maganda lang ako.

i have finished the race. nalaman ko kasi na hindi pala ako isang Young and Moving Out na individual nga. pero...kahit saan man ako sa mundo, maalala ko ang kaibigan.

amm, siguro gamutin ko nga sakit ko gamit ang computer nga. i-challengeachieved ko pa sarili kong illness talaga.

bahala na.

sige.

but maybe i didn't make it to a nice apartment with a garden na pang-estudiyante pala.

pansarili pa.

maybe i didn't make it there.

but maybe i will eventually decide that it will already not be a house or a home that i want na lang.

i will just want adventure na lang.

i have finished the race. i will go places na lang.