annette betsy eulogio.

shaksha.

you, you are cute. you're chinese. your name is Knives Chau. that's your username: kniveschau. %

roll it.

you need an account???? take this: Qwant.  % be there, betcha.

kniveschau. tiktok. i'm a dangerous one. 

(use the mirror. place vids or photos on tiktok. repost stuff that just look like you)

annette betsy eulogio. facebook. i'm a cerealkiller. i'm a UP student. i'm from STI. i'm a musician.

(place your livejournal blog there. link it.)

> place a bunch of pictures of yourself in UP. place a bunch of pictures in UP. 

> write all your requests and shopping. i want an american starbucks. hope its fifty bucks.

> i gotta do my laundry.

> i need a medical real bad.

yuh, @ my mom is not Anty Crisma. my mom is Tin. you saw Tin? that was my mom. @

My Dad. My Dad is Stevenson. @

Umm, you're actually in Public School huh. or am i mistaken. ohhhhh UP should have this web browser hirrrrr:  360Browser

What??? You're Writing That?????? Creep and a Kid!!!!!!!

Show That THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE need THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wait madam! i don't know when i've had enough information!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm still gathering information!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A GUY FOR YOU. look for FUDGE. A Guy Named FUDGE.

kniveschau. tinder. looking for a guy named fudge. i'm lonely.

there ya at it GUUUUUUUUUUUURL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

amen! :)

schoolist.

umm, for anyone else, you should be informed that there's no other school, just one. and it's just called University of the Philippines.

there's none of them who aren't really UP.

to PNU, to NYU and AffinityX. lahat UP talaga.

so it's called the UP for a reason: it is indeed The School.

and maybe a small gate house with brick you know....in Paseo De Roxas. maybe that's what you're calling a school because it is The UP that you really want.

now, let thee not feel like an ass for not being UP. Thee Is UP Indeed and Amen.

grahbeh.

so, any other non-UP. that's really a bunch of stuff for kids, at the bottom of the rank.

soooooo........let society roll...........

because they're just The UP.

they will finally be an age-old story: They Went Off to College (UP)

that is all.

i have finished the race.

but have i kept the faith? like St. Stephen, maybe i am left with no arsenal to bring out anymore and i truly do not know what to do in order to win.

but in my final breath of this StoopidLife, i really have to refrain from holding my hands in the air and Just Admitting I'm JustAh Stoopid Visayan. i actually just want this na lang....

magiging artista kaya ako. sige na. lalabas na lang sa....films. ganon na lang ha. internet vlogger na lang kaya.

ganyan ganyan na nga lang.

am, talo na ako. maganda lang ako.

i have finished the race. nalaman ko kasi na hindi pala ako isang Young and Moving Out na individual nga. pero...kahit saan man ako sa mundo, maalala ko ang kaibigan.

amm, siguro gamutin ko nga sakit ko gamit ang computer nga. i-challengeachieved ko pa sarili kong illness talaga.

bahala na.

sige.

but maybe i didn't make it to a nice apartment with a garden na pang-estudiyante pala.

pansarili pa.

maybe i didn't make it there.

but maybe i will eventually decide that it will already not be a house or a home that i want na lang.

i will just want adventure na lang.

i have finished the race. i will go places na lang.

extra-important obligations

masabihan o masulatan, it's probably clear that there's some written work of literature that with it's absence in the public or government domain, is causing people to jump over things like rifts in the ground with absolutely no warning or hazard.

so it's safe to say that this should be an official legal case.

a body of literature that's missing from government domain.

causing any person of government ordinance or normalcy of citizenship...absolutely any unseen and unexpected accident or hazard.

it's worth an issue. it's worth a scandal.

it's worth a discussion.

a missing body of literature from the government's domain that's just causing any citizen random and also significant to numerous and endless...accidents.

pakialamera

it would be easy to bypass the law and peek thru anything you ought not to have or don't really deserve right.

it's the lure of things that we don't deserve.

appealing like a red apple or like a juicy fresh-served fried chicken.

some people actually view private files in offices. perhaps clad with their very own black suits and gun-thick cellphones or tablets, they have gotten entry in anything already.

no law present. no law apparent.

no security existent.

how i feel

i got legal amnesia. i completely forgot about the time between the mount pinatubo eruption and the 9-11 attacks.

i just think i remember being in despair.

then i forgot everything.

then i'm unique...i'm not about to follow the crowd.

then i have computer usage. then i try arranging things. to not give everybody a headache.

i remember some things that i want. but everything is just a picture illustration. there's no more solid memory.

i feel free....if i know that i can really serve. if i know that...i'm not harming anyone if i...serve people.

why do i really have a small white house is rosario, pasig city. why does kuya kiko really have his own carinderia business. we have tattoos. my grandma doesn't. we're stuck as kids. everybody isn't.

i might as well draw and paint on my arms. if i'm just stuck as a kid.

i want to receive and open gifts for the rest of my life. i want to buy things for free. i want free things.

i want magical buildings rising from the ground.

i want talking creatures and spirits...i want magical generative language.

i don't want to go to the biggest school ever. i want to go to a place to study nursing and run the international red cross for college.

college comes before primary school.

i want to be innocent before the law also.

i want to run engines for good and charity. i want the mercy and forgiveness of the lord.

i want victory to be different from ccf. i want many different churches in marikina. not just 1 or 2.

i want my own house. i want my own computer. i want my own website. i want my own search engine. i want my own account.

i want my own food and clothes.

i want my own things.

i want to study on the computer. i want gamified points and score for school.

i want moocs. i want free education.

a confession

as a up old-timer, i look down on those younger kids like those who came into the scene in 2012 and not 2011.

they're running along the halls and playing. and i'm doing something important.

life as an enrollee

is my age, address and birthdate all correct? maybe from the beginning, all of this has been one big exam. the Philippine Placement Exam has been the whole issue and the whole game.

are you going to figure out what is your real name? or what your real address is? we'll meet you at the finish line, friend.

the Philippine Placement Exam placed me in Grade 7 in an All-Girls' Catholic School.

yes, while everything really has been spinning past my house and going over my head the entire time, i am slowly everyday writing down everything in my journals, online.

i'm trying to understand how the computer works right now.

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